July 13, 2021
Tonight I was feeling overwhelmed with sorrow and grief, at not being able to see my four precious children. Sometimes the anguish of being separated from them is suffocating. As I was lying in bed with tears in my eyes, I remind myself of Joseph in the prison of Egypt, of Daniel in the lions’ den, of Mordecai, and how God fought for each of them!! I say to the Lord through my tears, “I will still love You! I trust You and Your timing. I believe all Your promises to me.” I forgive my enemies each day, for not allowing me to be in my children’s lives. I ask each of you to pray that God will change their hearts. It has been two years since I have seen my children. The reason they give for not allowing me to see them is because I was too poor to get on my feet alone as a mother of twins, with my husband on the other side of the world, and also because what we do for the poor of India is without financial gain for ourselves. I know God will fight for me! He is on the side of those who trust in Him.
Jesus told me to start writing. He is saying,
“Fear not, My daughter, for thou hast chosen what pleases Me and now I will give thee the desires of thine heart. I said not in vain all that I said I would do for thee. Thou wast small and despised, so I lifted thee up and made thee a prophet to the nations. And now shalt thou see what I will do. Over and out.”
ThankYou, Beloved Lord!!! I love You so much!! You are my All, my Everything. You have carried me through the deep waters. You have sustained me. You have always been there for me! I will praise and worship You with all my heart! You fight for those who trust in You, those who don’t depend on man for their help. I love You, Lord!! I believe You that my sorrows are almost over. I thank You in advance for what You are about to do.